Day #5 with Braces

I'm gradually getting used to the feeling of braces in my mouth.  It still feels weird when I talk and I'm surprised to say that it still hurts to chew.  I'm still eating soft foods (pancakes are really easy to chew and filling) and taking ibuprofen.  Flossing is a gigantic pain.  I am definitely going to get a waterpik water flosser!

So I'm a little irritated by what happened at the orthodontist's office when I got the braces put on. As soon as I walked in the door, the ortho assistant lady took me into the back, took X-rays and started cleaning my teeth for the braces application.  I need to mention here that I still needed my "before" photos (without braces) taken.  When I went in for my (second) initial consultation in July 2013 (when they are supposed to take the before photos) they told me they would just do everything when I scheduled my first appointment for getting the braces put on.  I think the reason they said this was because they took photos at my first initial consultation in 2010 and then I never made my next appointment to get braces on.  I think they were waiting to make sure I was serious this time before taking more photos again.  If that was their reasoning then fine, I understand.

I never said anything about this at my appt on Wednesday partially because I was having huge anxiety about the whole experience and partially because I figured at some point they would do it.  Never happened. Next thing I know I was checking out and making my follow up appointment.  They desk lady said I was all set to go.  I had to bring it to her attention that I never paid for anything yet and hadn't turned in any of my signed papers (privacy statement, payment agreement, informed consent, etc).  At this point I also explained that I needed updated "before" photos taken as the current "before" photos in my file were from my first initial consultation which was from 2010.  Instead of asking anybody about it right then while I was there, she said she would put a note in my chart.  OK.  So  I left.  10 mins later a get a call from the office telling me sorry but I do need to come back in to get updated "before" photos taken. So now I have to go in again at 7:30am before work to have these done when I was already there and asked about it.  Grrr! 

I just feel like there was an entire step in the process missing.  I should have sat down with my treatment coordinator for 5 mins before everything started and arranged payment (there were multiple payment plans for me to pick from), turn in paperwork and then have time to get these photos taken.  Kind of disappointed by this because now my before pics will be in braces.   

Day #2 with Braces

My teeth are feel very tender and painful, so bad that I have been taking ibuprofen all day. Still hurts to chew so I have been on a soft/liquid diet (soup, juice, yogurt, tuna fish).  I also noticed that the skin is rubbing off on the inside of my cheek (is that an ulcer?) so I had to put some wax on.

This girl's video is brilliant and perfectly describes how I'm feeling right now:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lg_iVDUmfYk

Getting Braces

I couldn't sleep last night.  I wasn't so much worried about the braces themselves, but more that it is the first step towards surgery and I am still afraid of that.

My appointment was at 7:15am and I soon as I walked in the office and sat down, they called me to the back. They took some x-rays then started the process of applying braces.  I got Damon Clear.

Getting the braces put on didn't hurt at all. I was actually a little surprised.  But they feel WEIRD. I have never had braces before but I was really not expecting them to feel so odd.  Since I have an open bite it is hard for me to close my mouth to begin with, but now with the braces in there, it is even harder to force my lips shut around them.  Just a really awkward feeling.  I'm starting to wonder what I got myself into...I already want to take them off... :-/

I didn't really eat today.  I tried to eat some mac n cheese for lunch and it hurt really bad to chew.  It took me so long to finish that they got cold.  I had scrambled eggs for dinner, they were much softer and easier to eat.

Talking is strange.  I feel like I am talking funny, but everyone says I sound normal.  I also feel like everyone is looking at my mouth.  I am very self conscious about these.  It is hard to smile, my lip gets stuck on them when I smile.  Ugh....

I have been taking ibuprofen throughout the day for the pain.  It is sore and tender feeling.

Here's a pic with the braces on.  I'm not totally biting down here, but almost, so it is pretty open.

First Post - History

Ready or not, after 10 years of trying to make a decision, I finally made an appointment to get my braces put on and start the process of correcting my open bite.

My history:  I always thought my teeth were fine since it was all I'd ever known.  I never noticed and open bite, that my teeth didn't touch, never noticed I had trouble biting into food like sandwiches, hamburgers, pizza, etc.  (When eating these foods I either have to rip and tear it off, or use my tongue to press the food against my top teeth to cut it).  I never thought anything of this, it was all normal to me.

When I was in 3rd grade I had an orthodontic device  called a bionator to correct an overbite, I think.  Or maybe it was to stop my thumb sucking habit.  Either way, I remember wearing it for about a year.  No dentist ever mentioned needing additional orthodontics, braces or surgery.

Fast forward to my senior year of high school.  Somehow it was randomly mentioned that I needed braces.  I didn't understand why, I don't think I even asked why.  All I knew was that I was a senior and DID NOT want braces senior year or when starting college!  So I blew the whole thing off for a few years.

Probably my sophomore year of college (don't remember exact dates) I found a general dentist (who I absolutely LOVE, btw) who referred me to an oral surgeon.  This is when I learned that I have an open bite and only my back 2 molars touch when biting.  I learned that I cannot close my mouth, I have to force my lips together in order to get closure which creates puckering in my chin.  This surgeon explained a little about the surgery I would need, Lefort osteotomy.  He also mentioned I would need a cheek augmentation to go with it to make my cheeks fuller for some reason.  I did not like the sounds of this.  So he submitted this to my insurance.  They approved the surgery but denied the cheek implants.  I was totally against the cheek implants anyway, but I didn't realize that I could just do the jaw part and not the cheeks.  The entire idea was horrific, not only did I need my jaw BROKEN apart and fused back together, but some foreign objects were going to be implanted into my face?!?!?  I remember discussing this with my mom, she said "I know you, Sarah, and I can see you looking in the mirror touching your fake cheeks and crying, 'THIS ISN'T ME!'"  She knows me well.  That is exactly what I would do.  I lost all trust in this doctor.

I went to another surgeon for a second opinion.  He told me I did not need cheek implants and that my cheeks would probably be naturally fuller from the surgery.  I liked this guy but he was out of state so no dice.

Then I got hooked up with an orthodontist, don't remember how I found him.  Maybe stupid cheek surgeon referred me to him.  Anyway, this ortho told me that I needed my wisdom teeth out to make room in my mouth, and that I needed a skin graft along my lower front teeth since I had some gum recession there and they would need a study base for braces. OK.  I proceeded to have my wisdom teeth removed and the skin graft.  No problems with either procedure.  Then I decided I didn't like this orthodontist.  He wasn't friendly, I didn't get a good feeling, just not a good fit. So then I put the whole thing down again.

Eventually, I found another ortho.  This guy was much  nicer, but still not right for me.  However, he did refer me to a new and local surgeon, and that is how I found my surgeon, Dr DO. I had 2 separate consults with him and he explained the surgery, confirmed I did NOT need cheek implants and said I would be happy with the results. I really liked him.  Luckily he referred me to my 3rd ortho, said this guy does lots of surgical cases per year, when most orthos only do maybe one.  I met with this new ortho, and I liked him as well.  Now I had my team.

Still being scared by the whole idea of this huge surgery, I decided to meet with my general dentist to get his opinion.  I figured he is the best person to ask because he is impartial and has nothing to gain from my having surgery, plus he is knowledgeable on the subject.  He met with me for an hour, answered all my questions and his final answer was to go for it.  But I got scared. I am so terrified of something going wrong during surgery, that I chickened out again.... for 3 years!

Fast forward again to present.  A few months ago I started having jaw pain.  I realized that things were only going to get worse and I finally found a team of doctors I liked.  The longer I wait, the more could go wrong. Surgery not be covered, one of my doctors retire, etc.  So i started back up again.

Had a 2nd consult with my ortho.  I still like him. Talked to one of his patients who had a similar surgery.  Went back to meet with the surgeon again with my mom. Started the prior auth to make sure surgery is still covered.  My insurance required additional photos, but it was approved. So now I am ready for braces to go on.

This was really long-winded, but I wanted to capture all of the history.  I want to document my journey for myself and hopefully to help others going thru the same thing.